With us no more

Thanks everyone again for your thoughts and kind prayers over the last few weeks. Unfortunately its not good news. We had a scan today, and there was no heartbeat. There was almost no growth from last week. So officially, our baby gave up the fight at a growth equivalent to 5w5d. I know the poor soul was struggling from the very beginning...all the low HCGs, fading pee sticks, weak and disappearing symptoms...I'm glad that God was with us and gave our little sprout the energy to fight for so long. I am so happy that I was able to see its heartbeat last week, although it was bittersweet, if you know what I mean. Rest in peace, my little angel baby, you will be much loved by us, and will never be forgotten.

I'm not sure where to from here for us for now. We'll just take it slow. The fact that we have been pregnant this first time has given us some flicker of hope. We'll see...

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  1. I am so, so sorry. Big love to you. x

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  2. I'm so so sorry. There are no words. Do take care of yourself..x

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  3. This is late in coming but I am so sorry for your loss. It is such a difficult thing to go through, especially after going through everything that you have and feeling like you finally succeeded. But hugs and much love you you during this time!

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  4. I am so very sorry for your loss. Wishing you strength and peace.

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